if i can't have time to tell the truth , someone please open this ans show to the person who has right to read this blog . as i just wish i can turn back the time .. i really need that time back . i miss those moments and the memories always in my mind . i'll never delete it whatever happen . i never hate you or throw you away from my heart . im just stop showing but i wont stop loving . there's no one else can be like you . but i dont know how you tell you . how ? i dont have any idea . i just feel safe and happy when you are around . jealousy always in my mind but i have to control it . i just afraid someone else will be belonging to you , hmm . 4 years im waiting for the right time . i think now is the right time because its our last year . but seem it will not work im just keep it secret first . nvm , oneday you will know too . and insyaAllah i promise myself to bring you meet my parent after spm if it work . hm hopefully im still in your heart . that's all . be the first and please be the last . lastly , forgive me if i hurt youuu . honestly , i really love youu . sincerely mieraa :")